asdfghjklandlove said: Hi! :) I'm a new follower! I guess it's time for you to call your followers as followers because you are now a celebrity! Btw, I love reading your personal posts because I can relate to some :) And I just want to ask, do you like KPop? Haha. I'm just curious :') anyways, Congratulations for being the very first Protege awardee! You deserve it :D

Thank you, :) Well.. I haven’t updated my blog yet.. I missed tumblr too. Anyway.. Yea. I like KPOP. :)

peachmuffins said: Hhaha K :DD No Prob :)) ate

What am I going to choose?

Something is bugging me.. I am really not sure what to do. I can’t even think straight. I must say I have the most complicated life ever.. I am not sure if I can still manage this kind of situation I am in right now.. I have to choose between two of the things I love so much.. But then, I really have to choose only one.. which is so damn hard..

I wanna cry all night and just turn back the hands of time..

Today’s the day!!

Warm up.. Warm up.. Vocalization. Less talking.. You got it, I’ll be singing this afternoon in the “Boses Ng Bituin” singing competition for our Buwan ng Wika celebration.. Yes, I am very nervous.. I hope the little theater wouldn’t be so cold so I can hit the high notes with no problem.. crossed fingers!

Wow.

More followers? Thank you! :>

Decision making.

I am planning to delete my BLEACHEDMORT but I guess it’s a bit risky.. And I don’t know why. Maybe not, maybe yes. Well, I don’t want to regret deleting it. Haha. I can’t think straight now. :> Need help. 

peachmuffins said: HI :DD ate i am filipina like you.?? whaah xd I LOLOLOVE YOUR BLOG :))

Oh my. Thank you. :> I love yours too. Very cute! I am happy to know you enjoy everything about my blog. :D

God Bless you. :) 

What would come next?

I have packed so many stories to post and I don’t even know where to start.. ;) Just gonna share a little. Okay so let’s start with how my days in the university went.. Well, they were good.. But if we talk about having to attend FFP? It’s just making my day so bad. I mean, I am not just comfortable being in my new section in FFP. I can’t actually explain why but every time I’m in this class, I feel so isolated. And I hate it.

Enough with FFP. It’s just ruining my night. x) So um, yeah. There’s this GUY. Yes, a guy. And yes, a CUTIE. I think he’s not a freshman.. But I see him everyday and he stuns me every time. ;D What I extremely like about him is his smile..

It all started last week on Tuesday. ;D My friend and I were staying at the canteen when a group of friends came along & stayed somewhere near us. Every time I look straight, I catch him staring at me which made me wonder why.. Was there something on my face? It was way too awkward and would be a lot more if I stay longer but as I look the other way, I see him gazing at us in the corners of my eye.. So, I looked at him. And on that time, he smiled at me. He.smiled.at.me. OHMYGOD!!! xD

So yeah. I always see him in the engineering building with his friends and I’m with no one but myself.. ;))) Yeaa, he makes my day. But he’s just one thing that inspires me. You see, I fall easily.. and I get back up so damn slow.. So now, for me to fall for him, he has to be worth the fall. I don’t wanna end up giving my chest a pain — again.

That’s it. Just a little something for you guys. HAHA :D

zina-arrdee answered your question: If this isn’t love, then tell me what it is..

maybe you’re just carried away, better know him fully first :)

This is exactly what I needed.. ;)

If this isn’t love, then tell me what it is..

I know it sounds so cliche but I think I am in love. Or maybe just another crush? You see, this summer, I’ve had a “TEXTMATE” who’s a stranger.. Well, he got my number from one of the contestants on Globe Campus Connect Super Showdown we’ve met in Davao last March.. I didn’t actually expect that she would give our digits to her cousin as soon as we get back home..

So yea, after our Graduation Day.. I’ve received a message from an unknown number.. So I had to ask who he or she was.. After a couple of seconds, he replied saying he’s a cousin of that girl from the competition. I wasn’t really sure If I should ignore him or not.. But with some odd reasons, I continued to text him.. Which was a lot of FUN.. I looked at his FaceBook and saw how handsome he is..

We’re in the same school since I’m now in college.. On the month of May.. We stopped texting each other.. And I don’t know why.. It’s seems a little awkward to reply to his messages.. Actually.. He’s SWEET.

Examples that’ll show how sweet he was? Hmm, there was one text message which scared me to DEATH.. He texted me he’s in an emergency room.. So, I was a little in panic.. But then later on, I found out he kid and teased me telling I cared for HIM.. Which is actually true but of course I had to hide it.. :’)

So.. I have no idea on what he’s doing now.. But last THURSDAY.. Our university had the RED MASS. There, I saw him.. with another girl.. They were sweet yes.. They were even close to each other, exchanging fans and.. stares. On that moment, I felt my heart pounding.. Skipping a beat. And I’ve had an unexplainable feeling..

But, I don’t have the right to be jealous.. I mean.. I’m not in the right place to get hurt.. He has his own life.. And, in fact, we were once a stranger.. I think we can get back to being one again.. Answer me, am I in love?